F* I'm Twenty

I just puked in my plate
Its time i learnt to appreciate
My life's all tops turvy
So i'm irresponsible but I respond
I may want to f* the hell out of a life I'm really fond
I'm still hammering out a place for me to belong
I'm all of only twenty
There's so much to do I wish i could clone myself
Sometimes I don't know myself anymore
Sometimes I rush into the moment
To forget the bruises and the sores
One step away from misery
Fantastic is as much as you're allowing yourself to feel
Limitless is as much as I'm allowing myself to be
No comparisons, no prejudice, no past
Forgive myself, forgive others, just as fast
I'm not fighting for anything
Except my own peace of mind
Sorry if I ever caused you trouble
Call me whatever you want to
And tell me whatever you feel
I maybe weak indisciplined too stubborn for my own good
I'll keep on giving it my best again and again and again

Transience

Life
Friends
Transient fleeting ephemeral
Hold on and give it your all
Fight to spark it with passion
Be honest be strong
But know you can only do so much
Sometimes you grow
You leave behind
You move on
Don't break, for there is always something new
Some new experience
Some new acquaintace
Just waiting to come alive
Just waiting to be more
Be limitless
And leave the rest to God

Pulsatile

So alive in every beat
With the steady glow of body heat
Breaking your back to earn your bread
Milking every moment as is your right
Dreaming the impossible
Proving the myth untrue
Fighting disbelief
Showing the world the quality of you
Incongruous mayhem
Bullock meets BMW
Thronging, honking, singing, screaming
Crazy kaleidoscope
Hold on for the rollercoaster hasn't ended
In one fabulously fascinating life
That is yours
In the CITY THAT NEVER SLEEPS
MUMBAI!

F*ck

(Zondra- The Queen of St. Anger)

Sometimes I F* the world
Sometimes I luv it as much as the next F*r
Sometimes it kisses my ass
And sometimes it takes me for a S*r
Sometimes i give it my all for nothin
Sometimes it gives me the big O just like dat
I luv to hate as much as i hate to need the love
That we social animals keep on waiting for
I'll just grip it by the throat
And for fun let it go
It'll come back to me yet
For I'm the only F*r it'll nvr b able 2 4gt

Spot of Red

Startling in its intensity
My opportunity to stand against
Superstition and suppression
By heeding the call of bells

A simple thread on my hand
Yet like a visible bond
The abstract had become tangible
One of friendship hope and love

But a powder yet a mark
A sign of belonging and respect
Blazing like a fire
On the foreahead that bent to receive it

Spread on the floor like sinking sand
A nightmare alive all at once
As the dream bled its final course
Reality had slashed the wrist
Of that fanciful idea

Just a spot of red
But all that it conveys
In the span of a moment several lifetimes
In the form of one face several emotions
Just a simple spot of red

Strong Now, Come On

Its so clear
I needn't disguise it
By the inadequacies of my thoughts
Its so repeated
I needn't hide behind
My failure to remember the cost
Its so true
Yet needs so much strength
To understand and not lie to myself
So let it be
As it must be
Let the dusk come
And the dawn shine anew
I will not let emotion rule
I shall let logic take over
Like a guy does
And accept what is
And not ponder over
What I know nothing about
For time is precious

The Truth

The Truth stared her in the face
They'd long ago passed the cliff
They'd long ago jumped
And she'd found she had no parachute
She found she was the only one
Mid air
No where to go
But below
Long ago she'd made her choice
And now all she was was evanescent
Gaseous, volatile, ghostly
She could never be as she was before
A change of course was futile
This was the truth